I thought I'd just write a little update, got a few things I need to get out in the open.
I've been feeling a bit more positive this week, I've decided that if the neurologist doesn't have any advice re my mood and whether it is epilepsy related or not, then I will see my GP and try and get it sorted.
Been having some image issues, finding it hard with clothes at the moment since everyone seems to be wearing nice stuff and I'm stuck in my scruffy long-sleeved hoodie, can't find or afford anything in my size (I'm not sure if I can say numbers in vets, so I'll go with 'plus size') thats suitable for the summer. I look at myself and I'm a mess, it's bad enough that I'm really overweight, but I look in the mirror and I don't think I look like a normal person, like my face is all mashed up with it's double chin and horrible red complexion. Whenever I go out I feel like a state, I'm so jealous of all the other mums when I go to the school and they're all there looking decent, I just want to hide from everyone.
Well I'm off to bed, I need to be up early x
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