Thankyou for all the replies.
I feel as though my solicitor cannot be bothered with my case. He specialises in mental health and I feel I dont fit into the catogary because he usually works with people in hospital.
He's gone over ALL the papers with my husband and I and we talked over the discrepencies in the statements. My husbands opinion is that the solicitor is fighting my corner and feels strongly about the case. I guess I cant really disgaree as I'm guessing that I'm not "straight" in everything I'm saying.
My husband said my GP has refered my to pathways as he feels the state I am in is above his head as he is only a gp. But I jut see it as he thinks I'm making it up and not taking it seriously.
Mu husband is the most amazing person alive. I'm having to rely on him to help me make decisions at the moment. Last night we were talking about the situations I am in, and how I would re-act if the tables were turned. This helped somewhat, but was quite frightening really.
I was going to a centre for people with severe mental health for 6 days a week, to groups and to socialise but I've stopped doing this. Apart from Tuesday lunch time as I was running the relaxation group and didnt want to let people down. The staff have told me it is upto me if I feel well enough to do it, but actually its helping because its giving me something to focus on. The group has grown a lot and we now get between 12-16 people, and it makes me feel amazing to know they like what I am doing.
I also have a 2 year old son, and have not done much with him since I took to my bed. I am scared to be alone with incase I had an episode, but social services dont have any concerns.
I wish I could just stop all this, but I dont think I will be able to properly "settle" until the court case is over :(
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