Looking back at this thread. My friend begged me to support them yesterday on the premise there was no one else. I guess no one else not afraid of their hypomania. But then I got triggered by someone when we went somewhere and they were supportive of me, but I still had to maintain some level of control because I had seen the manipulation before.
I have to take charge of consequences. However, I got really low and ill the next day and if a family member hadn't judged it.............Now today I am left with "no one" else as more of a reality, and I am in alot of emotional and mental pain. I do not think I regret helping my friend- I just realised I don't really have much support for myself.
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