I think you do need to let your Dr know how much you are struggling right now. I will in some ways, echo what has already been said. Not all medication will have the same affect and it may be that there are medication options out there that are more suited to you.
It is up to you whether or not you decide to take medicines, do know though that there is also therapy, counselling and other support out there. Most importantly, someone knowing you are struggling.
Do please keep reaching out for help, it sounds like you do need it right now.
Roiben x
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