I don't know what I want from this post to be honest. Right now I am in so much pain. I don't want to sit here and just complain, but my stomach is killing me even to the touch or to sit/or lay down. I just got over being extremely nauseous. I just changed doctors and he just changed and increased my meds. I stopped the one he increased that made me nauseous. My stomach on the other hand has just gotten worse. I was thinking and hoping it would get better but it hasn't. This is not the first time this has happened and I'm getting so tired of it. I'm to the point where I'm just scared to take anymore meds. I just want to enjoy my life and not feel horrible while taking meds but yet i can't do it without as I have tried in the past. I've tried alternatives and I am also going to talk therapy. I'm heading out of town and would really like to enjoy myself but like this its going to be miserable!!! What do I do??? Any suggestions??? Tomorrow is saturday and I'm going to try to get a doctor on call but I'm not really sure if he/she will be able to change the med. At this point I just really want to curl up in a ball in the corner cover my face and just cry. I'm sorry I rambled on and I don't mean to complain I'm just....so unsure about everything.
