Thank you for the reply. I will do the bullet point thing I think. Gosh such a mess ATM! I fear that he is going to think I'm overreacting as nothing bad has happened as such. Just feel like I've given up, not sorry, angry or sad about that fact-I feel like saying 'yeh I was right, I can't go through anymore'. People promised things would get better and I believed it slightly but I think that was a one off feeling probably. Eurgh, I haven't struggled like this in 18months and I'm so scared. Not of dying but yet another failed suicide attempt that will land ne in hospital. But now my psych is my only hope on Friday. Thanks again, sorry for the depressive rant!
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