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Zurg · 07-06-2011, 08:57 PM

I have many addictions. ANd when one lessens another one tends to take over...... And i hate feeling things. That's why i drink.

I was 13 when i started doing drugs. Ever since then i have tried to run away from myself and my demons. Spending money is one way of doing just that.

But you are right, i need to somehow face myself in order to change this. But it's hard to love yourself when you never feel good enough.....

07-06-2011, 08:57 PM	#7
Zurg Evil Emperor Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: The TARDIS I am currently:	I have many addictions. ANd when one lessens another one tends to take over...... And i hate feeling things. That's why i drink. I was 13 when i started doing drugs. Ever since then i have tried to run away from myself and my demons. Spending money is one way of doing just that. But you are right, i need to somehow face myself in order to change this. But it's hard to love yourself when you never feel good enough.....