I hope that you are okay, I think you need to go and talk to your doctor about the way you feel. It may be that they help you with medication or other types of therapy. The thought of telling your parents may be daunting, but do you think they may help you if they knew what was going on? For me, my parents are a huge support but I know that not everyone feels this way. Try not to lean on the drugs and alcohol to get by as it can become a habit thats hard to kick. I really think you need to tell someone how you feel, is there a trusted teacher you could talk to or a school counsellor?
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