Hi All,
Been a while since I last updated my post so here goes.
I've been working witthe Pastor's wife on trying to break through my self harm and move forward. I've made good progress, haven't SH since before Easter which is more than a month ago.
I've had days and times when I've felt I wanted to and had huge fights not to do it. I've even given up my tools, which is a first. Even when I was SH free for 3 years I still had something I could use if needed.
I'm going throuh a bad patch at the moment and evey day seems to be a struggle I've been on RYL quite a bit, not necessarily contributing but just looking in to see what others have to say.
I am really tired at the moment and could do with some time off work, which is getting quite stressful again.
There is lots happening at work and as I'm the only Human Resources employee I have to deal with it all, I can't pass it on to anyone else.
I'm also still studying so I'm trying to juggle that alongside everything else, I enjoy the study but there are times when it can lead to a lot of pressure on me.
Anyway, hello to everyone and hope you are all well. I shall continue to fight and hopefully the 1 month will be built upon and soon it will be 2.
God Bless
Liz
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