sweetheart,
You dont need to feel like this.
im going through the same problem with my friends i confide in. Some of them understand wht i go through, but then they tell me im selfish and should just listen to what they say and try and change.
Im telling you (and you obviously would know) its not that easy.
Its hard to see something to get up for each day, hard to find the good in things. but, really, try this
One of my friends advised me to do one thing each day, for someone else...whether it be smiling at someone, helping someone up...or just simply laughing at someones lame jokes...slowly build yourself up, see if that helps.
Im not saying it will, but it really might :)
By the way, do your family know? You might be surprised, maybe just one member you're close to can change everything...but then maybe not, but you dont know unless you try.
Also, with how you were saying you were feeling unwell, yes that is also part of it...you feel mentally unwell, and your body just does as well...dont punish yourself like that either.
You're a beautiful, strong, magnificent person
Love you
Hugs to you
xxx
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