They have meetings for AA just for women, and I have thought about going to that.....but my friend that I was speaking of in my initial post is a guy...but his ex girlfriend, one of my best friends, also offered to go with me too, but I feel it is too much to reveal. Plus, she moved away recently...
I managed to eat a bit today, but it is really difficult sometimes....I cough so much to the point where I feel like I should vommit.
I am a terrible person.