Hey honey, listen you are definitely not alone with this. I feel completely the same - you could have so been describing me with what you just wrote! And I really don't understand why I feel like this either, and I know how hard it is. I don't really know what to say, except that you're not alone and I understand. Try your best with college, when I was in sixth form in January and I was just beginning to really struggle with socialising, I used to lock myself in a toilet cubicle during lunch and break times and that helped a little as it meant I only had to socialise during lessons, and even then if I couldn't face it I could just pretend to be preoccupied with work. Obviously that's not the best thing to do, but if you're really struggling then taking yourself away from everyone and having some time by yourself to compose yourself can be helpful. I don't really know what else to say, I honestly know how hard it is so I really feel for you having to go to college tomorrow. I really hope its okay tomorrow, let us know how it goes, yeah? *big hugs* xx
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