there must be part of you that doesnt want to die ian, you need to concentrate on that part of you.
please you need to make sure that people around you know whats going on in your head because they are the oes that can help you. we can help to a certain extent but we arent with you physically so you need to tell the people who are.
if you dont feel comfortable talking to your mum can you talk to your brother or a proffesional?
if you are not willing to take all the pills at the same time because your mum will find out, you obvously dont want to hurt her but either way if you do it over time or all at once you WILL hurt her and she will find out.
please ian youve got to try, im not saying its easy but you need to try!
please be safe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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