yeh been IP 3 times over the last few yrs but my pdoc doesnt like admitting me unless its a last resort and I never ever wana go back :(
(wasnt a bad experience or that I just hate being away from the outside world and being so far away from everything)
I am just sitting here staring at my laptop screen thinking why I just dont turn it off and just listen to her. I know I can sleep if I listen to her but if I listen my GP will kill me cuz I have already slipped up again since seeing her on wed and I know she wont be happy about it at all :(
gah I hate being rational and thinking things through:(
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