Thanks peeps :), I guess if I did get a job I would be ok with not receiving benefits anymore, I'm back living with my parents so I've got them if I wasn't making enough.
I did think I would be better off not sitting at home thinking, but after considering it, I do feel that where I am doesn't affect how I feel, as oh who? wrote the Bell jar, anyway a quote from that, wherever I am I stilll feel the same basically. Ok I am rambling. Thanks for the replies people, much appreciated, I'm looking at college courses for September atm.x
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