ok so i kinda understand becaue when i was younger i thought i wanted one intil i developed a ED , i guess it was down to i wanted somethink somene to love and love me back and because no one cared for me i wanted to look after some one
im glad also i didnt choose to not just cuz (ed) because when my mum was rush to hospitial for about a couple days and she went in for a least a week and a half and i had to look after my brothers and sister 2 of them just need a little looking after but the two youngiest which is a baby and a toddler is very VERY hard work and i only looked after them for a short time when my mum was back she was so greatful but i was really really tierd a tad stressed and could of sleept for days
also it is such a massive responsibilty
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