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Comfused
Hey everyone, im knew here!
im 16, and i seem to be getting really stressed out about school! i dont know why because ive never been stressed before and suddenly i just feel really upset all the time and a lack of energy which makes me never want to do revision and my exams are coming up! I have been having suicidal thoughts pretty much all day everyday, apart from with my friends today when i felt slightly happier, ive been feeling like this for a couple of months now.
I dont self harm, i only use the red elastic band to snap when i want to get the thoughts out of my head but it doesnt always work. This probably sounds like a completely worthless post and im really sorry that ive wasted your time, but i really dont like how i am atm... i hate myself because im really stupid and have really bad memory/attention/concentration etc. and i find it really hard to sleep and when i eventually get to sleep i will sleep in way to long and never want to wake up again :(
I dont even know why im posting here, im just comfused about whether i might be depressed?? or just im stupid and overaggerating! Im really sorry if you've read this and ive wasted your time! im sorry you could of been doing something more intresting :( although im sure no-ones gonna read this anyway.
Thanks x
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