Whilst i believe you are going through a lot and it must be really hard to cope with i would like to say please dont put yourself down.
i believe you probably are a person of 'normal' ability [whatever thats defined as these days].i think that maybe your illnesses and difficulties may well provide barriers to being able to fulfill your full potential but that is why disability services are there.To enhance you further, to help you reach your full potential despite your difficulties.
i can see why people would and do feel ashamed at times [i have been there] but you have nothing to be ashamed of and deserve help and support to enable you to overcome your difficulties and achieve what you want to in life just as we all do.
You have had a lot to cope with.Please be gentle with yourself and give yourself time to come to terms with all this.
Hopefully soon you will be able to see it differently and more positively.
i know this is easier said than done especially when feeling as you do but really please dont be ashamed or scared to try and access or receive any help and support you need.
It has to be positive for your future and its good to recognise when we need support and help.That can be a positive too.Needing and seeking out these services does not and should not be seen as a failure or something to be ashamed of or anything of the like.
i hope you can make the most of anything you are offered.
xx xx
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