Maybe admitting to her that you lied and telling her why you didn't tell her right away would help you feel better. Always helps to get things off your chest if you can I think. =] I'm sure you'll be able to get better support/advice if you post this in the "
Self Injury Discussion and Support" forum, since this is a forum meant for non triggering or supportive threads, about everyday things. Hope you find the support you're looking for in the self injury forum. xx