I'm sorry you're in so much pain.
It sounds like you are looking for something to stop you from self-harm but your treatment so far has not been overly focussed on the underlying problems. It's important to remember that while the ultimate goal is to stop hurting yourself, it often takes time. First you have to work through all of the problems that are causing you to SH and only then can you successfully stop.
So don't be too hard on yourself if you slip. So long as you keep trying and working through the emotional stuff, eventually the SH/physical symptoms of your pain will be reduced.
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