Yeah my doctors at home were actually quite amazing compared to some peoples experiences on RYL. At the time though, I just wasnt ready to accept the help and so nothing really worked. Instead, I worked the system to make everyone stop worrying about me. Now, I'm 21, no one can force me to do anything and yet I have reached the place where I am ready to accept help and I want to change. This has taken over my life for almost 10years, I am ready to take those steps to change now. I don't know, why is it all so confusing...I will be making steps this week though no matter what, guess I will have to pick at random perhaps.. :( xXx
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