Thankyou all for your comments, I think the confusion is because how do i know if i need medication or not? But if i went to the mental health service first, hopefully they would have enough experience to know whether I did or not? eh it's all so confusing. Plus, i'm in my final year so i'm finishing in May. I'm really scared that i've left it too late to get help from uni. If i started getting help here now, wouldn't i just have to go through it all over again when i go back home? And there's a problem there, my stepmum is working at my doctors at home, which means if i have to see the gp at home to get referred to mental health...i'd either have to make more lies as to why i was there, or let them know that im not okay. They think im better of all of this, they think i got better years ago, when in fact. im worse than ever....life sucks :( x
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