We are sort of spread out, but it's mainly just we all work at different times, like some work weekends as well as weekdays. So it can be tricky getting a time together. I've tried doing different things. On my birthday I organised a ten-pin bowling, crazy golf and laser-questing day, which worked out cheaper than just going to a club and getting wasted. I enjoyed it, as did a couple of others, but then some of them didn't really get into it and went out afterwards. I don't know, maybe I'm just too different from them, and that's what the problem is.
I know that I perhaps do judge myself too harshly, but then I haven't had much reason not to. I do not see any positives in me, and that's what I am wanting to try to fix. Or if not see positives, at least to turn a negative into a positive.
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