*hugs* (since your thing says you need hugs ;))
I've gotten two tattoos, and they were both nearly orgasmic. Definitely a more socially acceptable way of SI. My one is on the inside of my arm, it's a kind of reminder to not cut (now I just do it somewhere else though :S). it's my dog Linkin's Pawprint with a photo of my other dog Coal inside of it. No way I could ever hurt THEM ;)
What is your new tatt of? I'd love to see pictures! :D
I'm very paranoid about what I say to psychiatrists/etc. ever since I was committed to the psych ward. It's scary feeling like you have no say or control over what happens to you, so it's hard for me be honest or the opposite; and act "dissociative". I'd be worried the psychiatrist would try to have me committed or something (especially since that's why I was; I was "Comatose" even though I'd gone days without sleep so they gave me sleeping pills that knocked me out... and then said I was comatose!!). You never worry about that with the information (or lack thereof) given to your psychiatrist?
I'm glad you have a friend to listen to you. That's something more people need!
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