I've also, for a few months been in a bit of a relapse after being clean for over a year. My thoughts, initially upon 'relapsing' were hurtful and upset for failing. I sense that you're also feeling a bit disappointed in yourself. This is just a stumbling block on the road to recovery though, or so I tell myself. The fact that you made it so long without SIing means you have the strength to beat it once and for all! You can do it and everyone here will support you though it!
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