It's positive that you're going to give this round of treatment a proper chance. It's great that you have your husband and your two children to help you through it - do you talk to your husband about this at all? Hopefully they will spur you on, knowingly or unknowingly, when times are hard and recovery seems a little daunting.
It's good you can identify what you feel about help. Sometimes it can feel like you are getting nowhere - especially with talking - even if it does feel good to get things off your chest. Perhaps talking will allow you to confront things, become more open and see things in a different light. Maybe it's early days in regards to getting better, but what you're saying sounds promising, do you think this?
And I'm glad you'll think about the control thing. Maybe you could use what the dietician is telling you (I assume eating healthily and specific meal plans etc etc?) to aid a possible struggle with control.
I'm not sure why you might feel a need to control things, I wonder if you do.
Take care.
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