From what I understand of these 'contracts', they are based on trust, legally breaking it should have no consequences for you. Your therapist could detain you for an assessment if she felt you were that much of an immediate risk to yourself and force an assessment. She alone could not just 'send' you to the hospital without your agreement though. I think you need to talk to her more about your feelings about treatment etc, also there is always the option of day hospital that you could discuss if you don't feel your current level of support is enough and don't want to go IP. I would imagine the contract was symbolic of her trying to get you to make the 'right' decisions and show willingness to work with her.
Do you find anything changes after a stay in hospital? has any treatment in the past helped? If so why do you think it has, if not do you think this is because of the type of treatment you have been offered or because you are unwilling to engage with it?
Also could you remove how much you have eaten since it is against the rules.
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