No i havent been reffered to anyone else apart from a counceller. Iv been collecting more pills. Hopely soon il have enough. I havent got enough yet though. Thamks bleeding dragon for your reply. Iv never met so many caring people in my life. Im still not coping well. Went to see counceller today had a long chat to her. My mum just rang me a little while ago as im at home on my own she is really worried just lately because i never talk to anyone at home about anything. I know its understandable for her to be worried. Feel so down today.
I wanna take the pills but i havent got enough. So there is no point taking them if they arnt gonna do anything so thats why i need more, so they actually kill me. I sooooooooo wish i was dead. I cant do this! I cant cope! im sorry.