Matt, so very proud. As said, you have worked so damn hard to get to this point. You really have.
I understand what you mean about feeling you were 'making it all up'...but you really weren't. You were very ill, Matt.
I think 'it' will always be there. But the difference now is the effect it will have on you, how you will deal with it.
Go, pengy, go!!
xxx
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