I'm just gonna throw this out there, how do you know they both also SI ? does it not seem a bit too
coincidental
. if they don't maybe it's just not a bigger problem as it is for you, it's not
your
fault
hun
, try not to compare yourself to them, cause you're you. Friends are always going t worry, but that's what they're there for sometimes, have you got a counselor/therapist any kind of
support
?