Miranda lovely,
I didn't know you were bipolar too. I'm sorry to hear that you've been ill. I understand completely how you feel, the shame at out of character things you might have done, and unfortunately I don't have any words which will make that go away. However, you are ill. Whatever happened isn't your fault. You will deal with it and move on.
I remember you saying a while ago that you got on well with your CPN. Might it be worth getting in touch with her? Do you have any extra medications you take as needed which might help make you feel a bit calmer?
Why is eating making you sick? Can you have something small?
Please take care
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