You're not hopeless even though that's always an easy thing to believe. It's extremely difficult to believe in ourselves especially when we're going through things like this. School is extremely difficult for me now because of all of this, so I can't really relate there, but I'm sure from your friend's perspective's that would be hard to understand. School work is straight forward and has an ending objective to work straight towards...life doesn't really, we never know what's going to happen or where we're going to end up - it's unpredictable and unknown, and that's scary.
And I've made zippo progress in over 9 months if that helps. I've literally sat in therapy and stared at the floor in silence before. Of course you don't want to be like this, I'm so sorry :(
I wish more people in everyday life understood this kind of thing.
Last edited by byemebyeme : 15-02-2011 at 11:50 AM.
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