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destroy-!!!-infinity · 12-09-2007, 08:19 PM

i've gone into other forms of SH, but generally stick to cutting. i do hit myself sometimes, usually on the face and occasionally the chest, but that’s normally when i'm feeling more violent. i bottle a lot of things up, and am rarely directly violent at anything. but sometimes i just want to hit something. at these moments i figure my body is as good as anything. i understand the feeling of not wanting to have permanent marks. i think a lot of SH feel that one day they will stop, and don't want the marks to look back upon. still, remember to be careful. even if its not leaving a permanent mark, you can still hurt yourself with hitting. also, internal injury is possible with this. so as with anything, take care of yourself...xx...

12-09-2007, 08:19 PM	#2
destroy-!!!-infinity ...blood from the air... Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: USA I am currently:	i've gone into other forms of SH, but generally stick to cutting. i do hit myself sometimes, usually on the face and occasionally the chest, but that’s normally when i'm feeling more violent. i bottle a lot of things up, and am rarely directly violent at anything. but sometimes i just want to hit something. at these moments i figure my body is as good as anything. i understand the feeling of not wanting to have permanent marks. i think a lot of SH feel that one day they will stop, and don't want the marks to look back upon. still, remember to be careful. even if its not leaving a permanent mark, you can still hurt yourself with hitting. also, internal injury is possible with this. so as with anything, take care of yourself...xx...
	my whole life has been. running with the wind. and playing with the cowards. it’s so hard to see. i’m fractured within. a poet in a window. we’re bastards and thieves. we’re lovers and saints. we’re holding on to mourning. and in the shadows i will be. until the sunlight melts away. until we tire of murder...fill me up with love...say goodbye when you leave. remember to breath. remember to listen. it’s getting harder to be. the son you want of me. the son i’ll never be.