I just feel as if it would be better if I slipped away from the world. The world would be much better off without me. I'm useless. This is all just so hopeless. I feel so alone and I've failed everyone. This is probably the worst I've felt in awhile. I keep arguing with everyone around me and so many hurtful words have been exchanged. I just regret everything. I'm scared that there is nothing I can do to make it any better. I'm afraid to share any of this with anyone, so I'm forced to hide it. I don't know how to tell anyone. It's hard for me to find anyone who will listen anyway...
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