Originally Posted by
dollpart
It's just wishing that someone would notice the scars and beyond the scars, see the pain you're going through.
I agree with the others on this point. I understand what you mean, I admit this whole thing has just been one massive cry for help for me in the hope that people would notice how much I'm hurting that got a little out of hand. It's not because you want attention in the sense that you're gonna get a kick out of it, like you said you worry everytime there was a potential for someone to see (the same happens to me). It's just a cry out for people to start understanding how much you're hurting, because nobody likes to be in this position and the very fact that it's so secret usually makes you want to have it known more, because you feel so isolated and alone. Please don't feel bad about it.