Again , try not to feel bad, eventhough am recovered now, I still remember when i would do it because i wanted someone to see, eventhough i would cover it up and after a while my parents knew i couldn't talk to them , sometimes i did wish that someone who i could talk to would have asked me if i was okay etc. I used to think sometimes i am just doing it for attention as i wanted someone to help me , in a way, or just to let people know how much i was hurting inside asleast give them a clue by sh-ing . I did that once to a 'friend' i showed her my arm i thought i was so stupid then but now i realise i did just want her to seehow much pain i was going through. It back fired, eventhough she used to sh , she told me i was doing it for attention when i just wanted to show someone how much i was hurting, so crying out for help.
Yep i understand :)
laurenxx
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