Hey,
I can relate to those anxious feelings, it stops me doing things sometimes. Although this isn't really advice on how to deal with it, I think the best thing you can do is not beat yourself up about it. Social anxiety is an issue that you have, it isn't your fault, it will make things tricky sometimes but it isn't something you should let make you feel bad about yourself. At some point you'll have to bite the bullet and do some of the things that make you feel like that, and you will. Til then, don't feel bad- a new job like that is bound to leave your confidence shaken, but it should pass. And it's normal. You're doing well.x
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