There's really no such thing as "not that bad" cutting. It might feel like that to you, but the fact that you're needing to hurt yourself is a sign that something is wrong. This "friend" of yours probably does care about you. I doubt she's trying to hurt you, but she doesn't understand what you're going through, or why you would feel the need to resort to cutting your skin. To people who don't have this problem, it's very scary.
I know you feel like your cutting isn't bad, but I think you should go back to your school counselor. If she's worth anything, she won't be angry with your for relapsing. There is something in your life that is causing you significant stress, and she should be able to help you with this.
|