[Casper_Fading]

So i'm all moved in (not unpacked but in) to my new place. It's across the road from my grandma so i'm close and stuff. Going back to Mat's place was an option but i just... I would never ever be comfortable there again and would always be waiting for the shoe to drop so to speak. So this is a good move. It's close to my doctor and counsellor and family and stuff. Mat will be coming up to stay a few nights a week but not every night cause it's an hour and a half drive for him to get to work and that's crazy. So a few nights a week i'm going to be on my own. I know it's right over the road from my nan and I've known the people upstairs for like... ever (another one of those family friends who remembers me in nappy's >.<).

But i'm worried about being alone at night. So I'm wondering about how people cope and stuff? With no one in the house it's much easier to not fight and just cut. This is a big step for me cause it was only last week that I almost died from od'ing and stuff. But I am scared. Soooo.... help?