I'm sometimes that way too. It's like when I'm doing it to just do it (which doesn't happen so often) then it's like I concentrate on the cuts and sometimes feel like it's not good enough. But when I'm self harming on impulse, or just because I need to stop feeling angry, then I don't really care about doing enough damage, I just want to stop feeling angry or something like that..
So I don't think this is weird! :D
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