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lonely_hope · 26-01-2011, 10:37 PM

i can't do this anymore. i hate myself so much. why can't this pain all go away?! all i'm going to do is disappoint myself, so what's the use in trying anymore? i have no hope now. i feel that i've let a friend of mine down to a point where he's going to kill himself (as i posted on another thread). i'm such a horrible and filthy person, and i can't stand it much longer.

i dont know exactly what i'm expecting by posting, but, any advice or encouragement is completely welcome

*cries*

26-01-2011, 10:37 PM	#1
lonely_hope I'm not worth the air I breathe Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: US I am currently:	ok- i give up i can't do this anymore. i hate myself so much. why can't this pain all go away?! all i'm going to do is disappoint myself, so what's the use in trying anymore? i have no hope now. i feel that i've let a friend of mine down to a point where he's going to kill himself (as i posted on another thread). i'm such a horrible and filthy person, and i can't stand it much longer. i dont know exactly what i'm expecting by posting, but, any advice or encouragement is completely welcome cries
	"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.