I know how it feels, I hope you're okay though.
What do you do when an alter does/says something that protects you but hurts your friend in the process? I don't blame Crystal for doing what she did, in fact I'm proud of her because I never would've had the guts to do what she did but now my friend hates me... I don't really care but she (my friend) said I should feel guilty for what happened - but I don't. I'm proud that someone had the courage to protect me because God knows I always take the fall for my friends - maybe she's pissed because she thought I'd take the fall for her, like I always do, I never look after myself, but Crystal did, she looked after me, she protected me. I don't feel guilty, we did what we could to save ourselves at that moment in time, and that's what life is - protecting yourself before you try and protect others. Sorry I'm rambling a bit here and this may not make sense.
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