*sigh*
A little life passed today. She was only 4 or 5 years old and has spent much of that life in hospital. She was diagnosed with a life threatening condition a couple of years ago but could not prove them wrong. So Dayna passed the gates of heaven today. I did not really know her, I did not know her pain and struggles but still I sit here trying not to cry. She touched many in her short life, but they always say that of the young when they die. And it rains, almost as if the city weeps and mourns her loss as well.
Right now I can barely continue with what I want to. The tears keep falling despite me willing them to stop. Trying to hold myself together seems to make me fall apart even faster. To keep my head held high requires more energy and effort than I can muster. But I have to carry on...
I have been fortunate enough to have been given a link to a YouTube video that moved me immensely. The song is by Pink. It really spoke to me. I shared it with my housemate and it spoke to him. The message really reached me and made me think. The song is called ****ing Perfect. As you can tell it does contain extreme language, but if you can get past that the message is well worth listening to.
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FvXH-K7M8s"]YouTube - Pink - ****ing Perfect Lyrics[/ame]
Now I just have to get through the night and hope I can finally stop crying...
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