I'm denying the meds because of bad experiences with them. Also, because no one knows about this other than her and one other person, and if I do take meds, my mum and family will find out, as well as my colleagues (no this is not avoidable).
Also, life gets rougher- and I want to learn to deal with it on my own. :\
I have no idea how to at the moment yet. I think maybe I'm exaggerating everything, and this is how life is sometimes. Maybe longer for me than most other people.
I've bare passed my courses this semester... I actually passed one by 0.2 of a mark. and it's still registered as failed. *sigh* I am a failure, or at least I feel like one.
I'm tired of life being like this, I'm just not sure how to psych myself up to do something about it....
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