Thanks Jade :)
Think it helped just putting it out there so to speak,I suspect you may be right as I generally cope ok in difficult circumstances and I guess overthink things when they are improving.
I have come to the conclusion it's prob something to do with my OCD as I'm getting more "compulsions" now that things are changing.I guess for the past three/four years my life has been one way,and now most aspects of it are changing...for the better but I'm not so good with it these days.
I have my faith though which keeps me going but sometimes all you can see is the blackness.
Kinda taking everyday as it comes,every hour really xx
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