Hey! I'm sorry you are having to deal with all of this. I can't relate to the gender thing, but I do know what you mean about feeling "wrong." I guess all you really can do is try to accept who you are and try to love yourself. You could also get therapy for this. As for being a man so you wouldn't have gotten touched might not have stopped them. There are a ton of men in this world who has been abused whether its verbally, emotionally, physically, or sexually. Abuse doesn't involve just one gender. But none of the things in your past is your fault and I know it can be very hard to move on, let go and forgive, but that's something you have to do so that you can lead a happy and healthy life. PM me anytime if you would ever like to talk. Take care and I hope things work out for the best for you. :)
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