Hey your not rambling at all its good to just write sometimes,
I kind of find that and im going to say what i think it is but its just from my experience it might not be that same as yours.
I find when my life is back on track and going well i can have like a reverse to what i used to think like very un-positive negative thoughts and I’m some ways I think it’s because for so long we learn to cope and live with (issues) that now that there are more things going right its a bit like going no i cope better with (issues) if you see what i mean, i also believe that its a kind of i don’t deserve this so it’s a kind of self-destruct thing.
You might think this is not your situation but it’s my experience so i thought id share.
The thing i always found so important is to fight the darkness because you have enough positive things in your life at the moment to help you through.
Best of luck
jade
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