I know exactly what u mean and how u feel.
Myself personally I havent had that much of a hard life. Sure there is yhe odd thing as with everything but when carmen is around her life is hard and I guess in a way she appears more so right before I really lose the plot. Which is a lot lately. I blame her for all the horrible things I do to myself whens shes around, even so much so that I hand complete control over to her. If that makes sense in some strange way?
I have my first therapy appt in a weeks time which will be interesting. I know I need it, but carmen isnt to sure so I guess we.ll see what happens.
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