I hate myself, i hate my personality everything about me and i cant forgive myself for being here, being so weak and unable to end it all.
Im a failure and a let down, i hide everything from my family, all i want is for someone to love me for who i am, not be in money trouble, not overweight, not a loner, not a screw up. I cant get over the years of bullying and as stupid as it sounds because i should do. I am haunted by it everyday
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