That's not a stupid idea at all, it's actually a good idea. I do have a logical mind but it's difficult because some of the things i've been thinking, seeing and hearing contradict with what should be 'real', they contadict science yet they are real. It's confusing. It makes me feel incredibly unsure of myself and all my knowledge and beliefs. For example I'm not religious but i see angels, and they are real, they are there, but according to my beliefs they shouldn't be.
Also I just don't think I can increase the amount I'm eating. Even the thought of it makes me feel panicky and out of control. it's one of the only things that makes me feel good about myself.
God I hate this
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